Friday, December 31, 2010

The Love Song of A. Wilbur Meshel























Vinyl at 320kbps
RIYL: Terry Jacks, Harry Nilsson, Muswell Hillbillies

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Angst In My Pants Lyrics

I hope it doesn't show
It'll go 'way
It's just a passing phase
It'll go 'way

You can dress nautical
Learn to tie knots
Take lots of Dramamine
Out on your yacht
But when you're all alone
And nothing bites
You'll wish you stayed at home
With someone nice
But when you think you made it disappear
It comes again, "Hello, I'm here" and
I've got angst in my pants

You can be smart as hell
Know how to add
Know how to figure things
On yellow pads
Answer so no one knows
What you just said
But when you're all alone
You and your head
What's the computer say, it's mumbling now
It says "hey Joe"
It's spelled it out and
"You've got angst in your pants"
"You've got angst in your pants"

But when you think you've made it disappear
You're sure you made it disappear
And you've still got angst in your pants

I hope it doesn't show
It'll go 'way
It's just a passing phase
It'll go 'way
I hope it doesn't show
It'll go 'way
Give it a hundred years
It won't go 'way
And I've got angst in my pants
I've got angst in my pants

Friday, December 3, 2010

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Hmm?

3 Day Weekend
Danny B Cool
The Tumbler
Look On the Bright Side
I wanna be around you
What Did I Tell You
Song For A Liar
Motorcycle Mona
Like Ricky
i can't see you
teenage you
Alice's song

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Thinking About Reading About Thinking

"I don't get so wrapped up in compulsive thinking. When I feel stressed, insecure, and insufficient according to whatever standards I have bought into throughout my life, I can take a deep breath, and return my focus to the present in the way [my psychiatrist] has taught me: to notice the feeling of the laptop keyboard keys under my fingers, the sensation of my feet on the ground and my butt in my chair, the cool breeze blowing on my neck from a nearby fan, the soft way my shirt drapes over my shoulders.

I can move out of the mental and into the physical, which always exists now, in the present.

I find myself being more spontaneous. More likely to engage strangers in conversation, to dance at a party, to crack a joke at any moment. Even my athletics have improved. I'm simply more relaxed, less anxious, more confident, and ultimately, better at the sport. Romantically, I'm less wrapped up in anxieties and more able to feel, and enjoy, myself and others."

Wow, I just realized

I haven't been woken up in the mornings by people being super loud outside my door in over two months. Can you believe it?